Endorphins. That’s addictive …

I’m lazy, very lazy… Like seriously, lazy… And I like my habits, good or bad, I like them.

Consistency is helping me survive in this difficult world. I’ve started gym last month and now, I cannot imagine myself not going. I’m not a gym freak, I’m not doing exercises for hours but I need my 30 minutes a day, every day.

Well, apart from weekends πŸ˜‰ like I’ve said I’m lazy. I have managed to build a habit and going to the gym every day after work. I’m driving automatically to my gym car park. And even when I have difficult day, well… I’m already on car park so going. Bag prepared every day.

I never even though I will be one of these people… Going to gym daily… Well I was sure that treadmill must be so boring, it is. Very… Then I’ve got time to think about different things, set up everything in my head. It’s me time.

If you ever think to go… Just go! At least try! Seriously, no one is judging. This was stopping me the most, me fat, at gym, everyone will watch. And no one is, people don’t bother, they came to do something for themselves.

Definitely try! If you don’t like it or can’t that’s fine, there are many different things to do! I’ve learned that live is to short to be scared all the time!

Do the things you afraid to do….

I used as a title quote from my favourite motivational song / speech… I won the most of good things in my life following this rule. I won my husband πŸ˜‰ as i invited him for a prom two months later after we met and haven’t spoken at all 😊.

I’ve got my son where my pregnancy was difficult, I was 19. I finished it technician course being a young mum; started my own business.

Investing in business despite having no money, closing business due to poor health… Going abroad alone to earn money and take it back to Poland… Staying in the UK and taking my family with me, renting a flat and buying a car a few months after…

There are many things which I can be proud about. At least they are a good reason for me. I fight my demons, my body and my mind.. going forward I’m not planning to stop.

This week after a month of thinking I went to gym… Just for a walk around but I finally decided to go and face my fears… I’m fat, not overweight, just fat… And I need to do something about it because I’m the only person who can do something about it so I’m doing. I’m afraid. Not gonna lie, Monday is my test hour and I’ll need to face my demons. Wish me luck guys!

L

Low carb keto I’m going back

After a long hesitation I have finally come back to my diet.. why I say mine?

Just because it was worked miracles with me. I was full of energy, happy, lost weight and never ever hungry.

Lack of time and stressful job has done a lot bad to me and my body. I have to literally start all over.

I have been on low carb diet for almost a year, and you would think after that long time it’s easy to come back… It’s not. Like always, to change something, there is a need for s few factors to go together, willingness to change, commitment, positive attitude and time.

Cauliflower pancakes on mushroom sauce

Finally, I have changed my job and it was a blessing. I’ve got enough time now to prepare and plan my meals. Also, there is shy plan for joining gym πŸ˜‰. For now, I need to concentrate on meals.

I have cooked some cauliflower, mash it. Add coconut flour, almond flour, a bit of cream, a few eggs, spices and a few spoons of psyllium husk. Form pancakes with spoon and fry on olive oil.

For sauce, which is not exactly a sauce πŸ˜‰ Melt some butter, fry onion, mushroom and some sausages together, add cream and spices… Boil until reduced and not so runny. Enjoy ☺️

Simple, quick to do and the most important, delicious πŸ˜‹

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